I have not posted for a few days. There are a number of reasons for this

Waiting for response to my survey
Holiday weekend in the UK
Helping out family members

But truth be told, I am now scared. Everything that Alex has told me to do I have done and it has brought results, his system does work.

Now I am petrified, for the first time I can see myself actually making money online and it scares the hell out of me. Up until now I have been content to spend money and buy eBooks and online courses not expecting to get very far, and such has been the case. Now though, whatever I implement brings results, sometimes with hours, sometimes within a day or two.

I am just plain scared to move on to the next stage. I am sized with indecision, even though I now have results from my survey indicating products I can produce and give away for free.

I sit down in front of my computer everyday paralysed with fear, my mind numbed with indecision. I am facing success but do not know how to deal with it. I have the technical skills to produce my products, I can’t afford to outsource just yet. Or maybe I should just outsource my first product based upon my survey results.

Decisions, decisions.

I just want to wave a magic wand and have this problem taken away, (don’t we all?) but this is not going to happen. I have to deal with this and make my dreams become reality.

My biggest fear has always been the fear of failing, and I have more or less avoided failure by not setting written targets, they have always been in mind, where no one could see them. But with Alex I have actually written them down, and I have actually written down a plan of action to follow through. For once I have followed through with action and I am seeing success.

I know that when I follow through to the next stage of my plan I will see my list explode, how the hell do I deal with that? Failure is so much more comfortable, no one to support, no one to give advice to, no one to be responsible to.

But I am determined to break through this stalemate and realise financial security for my family. I need to step up and take responsibility, I need to take action.

I am therefore going to create a report on how to gather information and turn it into an article based on the initial results of my survey.

Today is Thursday and allowing for family commitments and the weekend, I will make this report available by the end of next Tuesday.

OK, that’s me stepping up, taking responsibility, making a decision and setting a deadline for all the world to see.

Until Tuesday.

Peace

Hiro

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